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Vinyl by beedawg007, literature

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Vinyl

He brings down a collection of albums alphabetically organized and covered in attic's dust He lets me choose black vinyl records to crackle under a needle and spin for our ears He hums along as we lounge and listen to the sweet notes of Bachman and Bloomfield He eagerly flips from side A to side B some warped by sunlight others scratched from use He turns them to bring out our smiles and hold assurance that the music will never die

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The Dead

Throwing stones into the sea Lost forever; memory Sunken sailors rest in peace Without a single want or need They are the dead, they tell me so Of stories I've heard long ago. Call the bed of grass their home Floating low 'neath the unknown Call their anchored souls from rest Tell them secrets, fill their chests All stays safe when told to them. They've no company, foe or friend. So, I keep faith in what is true They are the dead, they come for you. In wishing wells and summered pools Sorting treasures found by fools.

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Fear

Will I ever sleep Or have you taken that too? 'Cause you're here always Hiding in hallways. You're watching, I feel. Just waiting to steal Whatever is left. Take it, my mess. I'll blame you tomorrow, Eyes red with sorrow. This is my mistake My habit to break. What is more frightening? Thunder and lightning? You come, out of sight I watch for a sign. I fear to close my eyes Keep still, I'm paralyzed. I run, I race Fleeing this face.

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Memories

I pulled out her diary Broke that sacred privacy To get a look inside the head The one who tucked me into bed. Daddy says, "I miss her too See so much of her in you." Said that there'll be days like this Replaying that final glimpse. Last time that I saw her face Smiling from the fireplace And to me she said goodnight, I'll hold onto that memory tight. I pulled out our old scrapbook Give those memories another look To find answers I've been looking for In pictures sprawled across the floor. Daddy says, "I miss her too See so much of her in you." Said that there'll be days like this Replaying that final glimpse. Last time t

In Two by beedawg007, literature

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In Two

Tell me that you hear Before the thoughts disappear. It's concrete, it's fate. I know the words came too late. Your heart's on the move, And mine's the one to lose. Now I've lost all the air When it started with a tear And you ripped it in two, Saying everything you needed to Now I'm watching you go And it's all I'll ever know. You didn't catch me Like you'd promised, so gently. I've fallen so far away From the rhythm of yesterday. I asked you to be careful 'Cause I knew it would be painful. But you did it anyway, You threw it all away. And you ripped it in two, Saying everything you needed to Now I'm watching you go

Left Behind by beedawg007, literature

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Left Behind

All her friends are growing up around her, So she hangs on and tries not to drown. But all of her plans have gone belly up. Nothing turns out the way she wanted it to. She's a part of something bigger, maybe. Can't put all her faith in what she can't touch. "Blend in and take the shape that's most popular. It's not you, but it looks pretty good", they say. She settles, she says it's good enough. And for a while, she's satisfied. Until the day she wakes up feeling hollow, Knowing there's a hole, way deep in her heart. She's been filling the hole with a lie, And now it's starving for the truth. But she can't feed what she doesn'

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Show's Over

Show's over, boy got the girl Must be nice living in his world I came so close, but I was blind Now I regret what I left behind Guess I should have grabbed him I don't know what happened So, I'll Rinse you off like a bad disease Scrubbing my back and scrubbing my knees Washing away your memory Won't feel clean 'til you're off of me. Can't pretend that it doesn't sting This broken heart I'm carrying Thinking about it makes me cry Want you so bad my throat is dry. Work so hard to disguise the pain But what you do drives me insane. So, I'll Rinse you off like a bad disease Scrubbing my back and scrubbing my knees Washing awa

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Artist // Student // Literature

Apr 23

Canada
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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Aspiring to be something super.

Favourite Movies

Bridemaids, Breakfast At Tiffany's, Silver Linings Playbook, Mulholland Drive (even though I don't understand it) and more!

Favourite TV Shows

Mad Men, Twin Peaks, Remington Steele, The Big Bang Theory, The Mindy Project, Seinfeld, and stuff.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Miranda Lambert, Mother Mother, Ashley Monroe, Eric Church, Pistol Annies, Ryan Bingham...

Favourite Books

The Lincoln Lawyer, Silver Linings Playbook, Bossypants, The Bedwetter, The Eye of the World

Favourite Writers

Tina Fey, Kay Cannon, Robert Jordan, Michael Connelly

Favourite Games

Chinese checkers because I'm cultured.

Favourite Gaming Platform

GameBoy Advance? That's the latest model I have.

Tools of the Trade

Keyboard, I suppose. Pen, sometimes.

Other Interests

Playing guitar and being super talented. Those are my interests.

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beedawg007

Sep 14, 2012

Homies, I don't live here anymore...

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For anyone that gives even half a fuck, I don't use deviantART anymore! I check it infrequently to lol at the Billy Mays poem, but other than that, I neglect it completely. You can find me at any of these locations: http://bsanjenko.wordpress.com/ https://twitter.com/bsanjenko http://forums.songstuff.com/user/6632-bethany/ Have the best day of your life! You look so pretty today! :D

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beedawg007

Aug 27, 2011

Walter Crunkite

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Walter Crunkite is my stage name. You see, Jessica (Anderson Stupor), Nikki (Nyan Sawyer) and I have started a band: Sexless Heroin Dragon. Notice how we have roller derby-esque news anchor names? We've thus far written such gems as, Monkey Testicles, Shitcakes, Fuck Da Police and You're Kind Of A Dick. We have clearly come up with an ingenious formula for productive songwriting. So, follow us on our totally official twitter page; http://twitter.com/#!/sexlesshdragon Side note: Jessica, I just remembered what I was gonna say to you in the car... I'm hell on heels, sugar daddy I'm coming for you. Pistol Annies album is out. :D "Oh, good.

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beedawg007

Jun 18, 2011

Fuck my life life life life life life life life...

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It started out as any other Friday would, wake up, pee, make myself presentable, do school, come home and be a lazy freak for the next two days. But not this Friday. This was a Friday that would change all Fridays mentioned heretofore. I'm being dramatic. So, yesterday I drove over a HUGE CHUNK of metal and thus, gained a flat tire. I went to the car fixing place today to get it fixed, right? Well. The mechanic asks me to pull it into one of those wee little garages where they...fix the cars...because it's ridiculously difficult to start my car. You gotta kinda jiggle it... Anyway, it was a really tight squeeze and I ended up breaking o